Saturday, January 2, 2010

My new full moon

Nothing to write this time. Just to make sure, I have the ability to read and write I came buzzing around. My life have new dimensions, may be due to the presence of an alien girl who lacks all the qualities that I too lack. Without sense, how are you going to make a point. Come on, I don't know. I just never knew that. Making up my mind, I saw the full moon of my life, brightest and shiniest. The fall has eased up the pressures, the leap has contributed an extraordinary life and I'm done. I fail, I win who cares. It is just whether you lived or not what is cared. I have no regrets till now, of making mistakes, or committing suicidal mishaps. Cos they define me better, what I'm and what I lost or gained. They cultivated the present me. The life lived, or enjoyed being in. Confused by the victories, screwed by defeats and accepted fantasies. Hmm my life is happening man. It is like, my life is the scent of marijuana. I feel a heavenly Nirvana, with a poisonous touch. This is a real change, the alien girl was never part of it, but I appreciate her presence. Who knows this alien girl has a reason like Josee, like Sree, like Dappi, like boxer, or like Achu, to be in the heart of this dust bin. Recycling them will still give you an energy, the real Renewable Energy which is yet to be discovered. Like all the others, I too have started living for others. A heavenly snow is falling over and I feel the sacred sunshine over my head the same time. Gimme a break god, I'm fed up with disasters.
Now my point is I met a full moon. It has all sense of energy to ride me and the moon is an alien girl. Should I love her?